Not sure why i’m still surprised of being surprised of what to expect. Thought i’d be a total bundle of anxiety, not get a wink of sleep. but got 4.5 hours which is a good amount at the moment. got an uber, on time, no drama, got in, seen to quickly. and what i expected was a 15 minute appointment to set times for me to see specialists, became a 2 hour information dump in the best of ways. I left much more informed of what to do next. May have to save 25k for first surgery so that’ll take a few miracles and years of hard work but for a chance to stop tearing my soul daily with my dysphoria, definitely.

Still Terrified,

No Regrets.